实习医生格蕾第八季

清楚记得，七年前，一场实习生和带教老师的床戏，拉开了这部人气医疗剧的大幕。
　　那时候，《越狱》带来的美剧热潮正在发酵，作为一名刚刚进入临床实习阶段的医学生，没有理由拒绝这部剧的诱惑。
　　虽然主角几乎都不算养眼，Grey始终是一张三十多岁满布疲态的家庭妇女脸，Yang的样貌也是勤奋尖子生的典型代表，唯一的高挑美女Lzzie，却因为电影事业的蒸蒸日上而放弃了不上档次的肥皂剧；虽然从剧情中难以得到专业上的共鸣，既没有House每集一例疑难杂病的印象深刻，也没有ER教科书般的急救操作和临床用药指导，印象深刻的，只有不断的上床再上床，无论学生与学生还是学生与老师，无论在家里还是在医院的值班室；虽然，从第五季起，就几乎放弃了每周的追随，只是偶尔想起，才会在线找出最近的一集。
　　但是，细想起来，这些实习医生就仿佛工作在马路对面的那家三甲医院里，尽管没有每天窥探他们的生活，但八年里不断的擦肩而过，使得这些人很自然的都融进了自己的生活。
　　对病人的同情与争吵，病人对我们的依赖与愤恨，同学相处的暧昧与争执，值班时一夜不眠的成就与疲惫，第一次主刀的兴奋与紧张，每一次抢救无效后的沮丧与彷徨……伴随着自己的成长，早就把这医疗剧当成了生活剧，甚至不时的还会把自己的生活投射到剧情之中。也终于明白，不管Friends有多经典，如果不是十年的亲身追随，将始终难以理解告别季的万人空巷，以及随之而来的各种怀念与沮丧。
　　第二季，炸弹在医院里轰然响起的阴霾还未完全消散，这一集，如同Lost开场一般的飞机失事又卷土而来。虽然脑海中也无数次的幻想过，作为医护人员，在灾难后的自救一定又专业又绝望，却没想到，编剧真的用他们的生命开起了这样的告别玩笑。
　　听到House全剧终的噩耗，竟以为这部剧也只剩下了最后一集。还好，人还在，剧还有，只是不知道，下一季各自奔赴璀璨前程的他们，还会演绎怎样的生活。

看美剧一般不会动不动让人飙泪 格蕾是例外

第一次大概是Meredith自己掉河里去了 Derek跳下去去救她
在急救室外 他一直边哭边在责怪自己
当时他和Addison还没有正式离婚 因为这个事件Addison知道自己没可能了 于是选择了离开

第二次是George离开
之前一直不觉得他是个有多讨喜的角色 有点笨笨的 胆小 说话结巴
但是谁也没有想到就是这样的一个人最后选择了去当兵 然后在去当兵的路上为救一个小女孩把自己的命搭进去
他一遍又一遍地在Mere手心写下007 007 007...
那一集的closing voiceover说 Did you say it? 'I love you. I don't ever want to live without you. You changed my life.' Did you say it? Make a plan. Set a goal. Work toward it, but every now and then, look around; Drink it in 'cause this is it. It might all be gone tomorrow.‘

然后就到了这次 轮到了Lexie
如果说Christina和Mere是dark twisted girls 作为Mere同父异母的妹妹Lexie绝对不是 父亲生病她尽力照顾求Mere捐肝救他 Mark不知哪里冒出来一个怀孕的女儿她也接受了还照顾她 离开了Mark她试过去爱Avery但是最终还是发现不行
E22的最后 她终于跟Mark说出了她一直没有说出的话
I love you. I do, I love you. And I have been trying not to say. I've been trying so hard just to mash it down, and ignore it, and not say it. And Jackson is a great guy. He is gorgeous, and he's younger than you, he doesn't have any grandkids or babies or lesbian BFs, and he's an Avery, and he liked me, you know, he really liked me. But it'll never work out, because I, I love, U. It was so in love with you. And you're in me. You're a disease. I am infected by Mark Sloan. I can't think about anything or anybody, and I can't sleep. I can't breathe. I can't eat. And I love you, I just be in love you all the time, every minute of every day. I LOVE U.
还没等Mark反应过来 Julia就出现了...

但是一切是值得的不是么 最后 当知道一切都是徒劳的时候 Mark握着Lexie的手说I love you...We gonna married. You gonna be an amazing surgeon. We gonna have two or three kids. We gonna be so happy. So you can't die, because we're supposed to end up together. We're meant to be.
Meant to be她喃喃着 眼中的光渐渐褪去...

每个好女孩都值得好好被珍惜被对待 但是这个世界太奇妙 好女孩经常会时不时碰到一些渣男 = = 每次我都会真诚地向各路神仙保佑 让这些渣男们生儿子没屁眼神马的 希望她们都能遇到能够珍惜她们的男人

又及 520 愿那些爱我的及我爱的人 一切安好

I love you. Oh god, oh my god. That just came fly-flying out of my face like it was-was some kind of... I-I-I love you. I just -- God, I did it again. I-I-I love you. I-I do. I just -- I-I love you. And I have been trying not to say it. I have been trying so hard to just mesh it done, ignore it and not to say it. And Jackon is a great guy. He-he is. He's-he's gorgeous and-and he's younger than you, and he doesn't have any grandkids or-or babies with his lesbian bffs. And he's an Avery and-and he liked me, you know? He-he really liked me, but it was never going to work out, because I-I love you. I'm so in love with you. And you're-you're-you're in me. It's you-you're it's-it's like you're a disease. It's like I'm infected by Mark Sloan. And I just can't-- I can't think about anything or anybody. And I can't sleep, I can't breath, I can't eat, I love you. I just love you all the time, it's-- every minute of every day. And I-I-I-I love you. God, that feels good just to-to say that. I'm-- I feel so much better. I was just-- I love you. Mark ?

lexie和写穿越小说的作家那段不错
lexie纠结于小说里的女主为何不选择nathan，其实正是她自己
Avery对他很好，人也很完美，她却始终忘不了Mark

作家告诉她，nathan is kind and funny, and incredibly honest. It's Kate. She doesn'st love him.
Lexie满眼含泪说"She Should. It's not fair."

如果人能控制自己的感情，那爱情是否太理性而不能称之为爱情。

唉Avery还是同她分手，他懂她还是爱Mark...不能说在爱情和事业中他选择了事业，只能说，Lexie对他的爱不够，使他权衡之后选择了事业。

他是对的，至少他最后还有事业，如果他选择了Lexie，也许到最后他什么都得不到。
因为女人很擅长说，I'm sorry honey, I can't do this anymore.我是真的爱他。
你又能怎样。

他们都是牺牲者，牺牲给了什么，who knows. maybe是女人那不可理喻的神经。

I love you. Oh God— oh, my God,that just came flying out of my face.
I love you. I just— I did it again.I love you. I do.
I just, I love you. And I have been trying not to say it.
I have been trying so hard to just mash it down and ignore it and not say it
and… Jackson is a great guy. He is.
He’s gorgeous and he’s younger than you,
he doesn’t have any grandkids, or babies with his lesbian BFFs,
and he’s an Avery, and he liked me, you know?
He really liked me. But it was never gonna work out, because I love you.
I am so in love with you. You’re in me.
You’re like— it’s like you’re a disease.
It’s like I am infected by Mark Sloan
and I just can’t think about anything or anybody and I can’t sleep.
I can’t breathe. I can’t eat. And I love you.
I love you all the time. Every minute of every day.
I love you. God, that feels good to just say that.
I feel so much better. I love you.

                                                                   ——Lexie Grey

Please get back together!Mark&Lexie

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BYE LEXIE I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
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